E for Effort

Hold me down

I just want

A little more conversation

Let me drown

Reminiscing only wishing

At the station

I'm conflicted

I'm impatient

And needy

But I am careful

And thinking

But I am drunk

And I want you

And I'm irrational

Just let me act

With my body

I wanna follow

The liquor

Wanna move

A little quicker

Don't wanna mes

It up

I'm stuck

You're out of town

Half a year

Too much distance

Too much waiting

Do I pounce?

Let the impulse lead the way

Or do I save it?

I'm conflicted

I'm impatient

And needy

But I am careful

And thinking

But I am drunk

And I want you

And I'm irrational

Just let me act

With my body

I wanna follow

The liquor

Wanna move

A little quicker

Don't wanna mes

It up