Candy Shop

I open the door to the candy shop

I twist the cap off my bottle of 7up

I don’t know when my mind went to rot

I try to ignore it, but I can’t treat something like it’s not

Oh 

When I’m not home

I feel like a ghost

I’m so alone

I walk down the steps of the museum

I read the plaques by the statues in the room

The words all turn to a misty haze

I don’t know what’s happening but i’ve been like this for days  

Oh 

when it snows

It’s so cold

I’m so alone

Oh 

I don’t know

Everywhere I go

I’m so alone

I hear my friends talking

I see the people walking

I sit and think about how my mind got so rotten

I smell the pent up energy

Taste the joy as it fades into my memory

I feel tight inside and I want to hide

Everybody's staring at me like I just cried